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Ništa nije večno sem prirode i promene vezane za nas i šire.

Pepeo ne gori.

Priroda se ne menja ona samo jeste i zauvek će biti jedina besmrtna i ne promenjljiva sila.

Mnoge ljudske životinje ne uzvraćaju energiju, zatvorene u svoje ljušture i prikaze, kao kanibali u eksperimentu hrane se samim sobom i sopstvenim otpadom… isti ih bodre… pritom gaje nadu kao biljku, kaktus i serenadu namenjenu sopstvenom odrazu iz ogledala zamrznutih slika uvek prošlosti..

Ali šta moze da niče iz otpada? Buducnost? Jbg naravno ništa osim lešinara i parazita koji se tu skupe da na tren izglođu ako naiđu na delić prirode koji je ostao slučajno ne obrađen u procesu ljudskosti.. al znamo da pepeo niko ne jede.

Da li je zaključak da čak i paraziti traže komad prirode zarad spostvenog postojanja? A šta mi radimo to onda? Igramo se u pepelu pred ogledalom?

Ne, zaključak je da i to prolazi.. i sve će proći, jer priroda vodi glavnu i jedinu ulogu u postojanju a mi smo samo tekst na odjavi jednog od tih filmova..

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What is MEDULLA MACTABILE MACULAE?

“Medulla” is “center” or “essence”, “Mactabile” is “deadly” and “Maculae” stands for “spots” or “stain”.

Nature is perfect. We can’t accept it. We make it “better” for “ourselves” or do we?

We don’t see the limitation and the hole becomes deeper, until the black hole arises.

“Medulla Mactabile Maculae” is “The Essence Of Deadly Stain”.

It is an idea that came out of human isolation as far as the thought can trace the event in memory. Conditioning. It is now a motivational force for our own creation, a burden that separates us from nature, the real actual world of the universe and it’s communication that once realized we can’t escape from.

So in this we are just zoo animals caught up by our own zoo.

As we can conclude IT is a conflict of one within it’s own existence, a mind struggling force that’s born out of this separation which by itself creates the need for this expression.

Out of confusion there may be a solution… or just…!?

Are we escaping from the universe or is it something else?

Can this stain become the circle, a dot or the center again? Does it want it to? Is that IT’s purpose behind it all? Or is it all about “the deadly stains”, just for the mad fun of it?

Is this the way we are going in squares around the circle of one and escaping from the center we are all a part of anyway? What this creation is all about than?

Human is pushed to create by his own condition, the condition that stands for the word “human” itself. Tracing memories, creating consistent stories… separated by “all the rest”. Ego. Solitude.

Could it be that “unsquarity” is reality and that “Medulla Mactabile Maculae” is merely a reminder?

Medulla Mactabile Maculae” je projekat i pseudonim pod kojim Mihailo Dragojević predstavlja svoju umetnost od 2011 kada je i nastao prvi snimak “Medulla Mactabile Maculae“, traka od oko 20 minuta snimljena u “So What Studiju” u Beogradu na klavijaturama Vanje Kuletina iz grupe “Schizophrenic Reality” i “Points of Reality“. 

 

Projekat je live recording, ambijentalnog i noise karaktera, gde je većina pesama snimljena sa minimum ili bez edita. Svi albumi do sada (Conditioning, Unsquarity, On Human, Lukter Luften) su nastali kao improvizovana muzika namenjena za originalni soundtrack filmova istoimenog autora i dostupni su svima online i samo u virtualnoj formi.

*Ostale detalje ove priče otkriva nam Mihailo u razgovoru koji sledi na HELLY CHERRY (underground webzine)

“EGO” pen on paper drawing by Mihailo Dragojevic
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“Repetition is the only way to kill a part of animal’s nature in
every sense, but not to kill the animal. That Living corpse
becomes functional by itself, for itself, while that “itself”
is a product of the same conditioned,
in that way isolated behavior.

Some animals call that a GAME, some EGO and some
would not say, I didn’t ask them.

Hmmmmm… “I didn’t ask them.” Why that now? This is
the EGO, as someone may understand; life of the animal
in the form of a picture of itself and the relationship of that
auto-isolated picture with all that exists around the animal.
It is a product of conditioning the animal by repetition.”
– insert from ANIMA

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“Ponavljanje je jedini način da se ubije deo prirode životinje
u svakom smislu, a pritom da se ne ubije životinja. Živi leš
koji postaje funkcionalan sam od sebe, za sebe, dok je to
“sebe” proizvod tog istog uslovljenog, na taj način
izolovanog ponašanja.

Neke životinje to zovu IGRA, neke EGO a neke
se i ne bi izjašnjavale, nisam ih pitao.

Hmmmmm…”Nisam ih pitao”. Odakle sad to? To je EGO,
ko što neko shvati, život životinje u obliku slike o samoj
sebi i relacija te autoizolovane slike sa svim što postoji oko
životinje. To je proizvod uslovljavanja
životinje ponavljanjem.
– insert iz ANIMA

Short story / book ANIMA by Mihailo Dragojevic.
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